Ok so I haven't done this is a good long while. I missed writing actually. Its been hard to do anything lately. But this is my attempt to get back at it. Well as you can see by my quote this blog is about life and how to get thru the hardships. And trust me I'm one to give advice about it. So we'll start like this....... For as long as I remember I have always walked around with a big smile on my face. Now maybe my smile isn't as nice as yours, but none the less its as contagious or even more then yours is. Even when I was a lil boy I remember every teacher telling my parents the same thing. Geez your kids doesn't stop smiling, its impossible not to do it back. Weather I was at church or school or even walking down the street, I have to smile at everyone, every single lady, kid and even that crazy looking cholo with his barrio on his forehead. He aint scarring me, shit that dude has to smile to. And if not then I'm in trouble. Lol. Anyways I'm getting away from my point. No matter the situation I always faced it with a smile. As some of you may know I go thru Radiation and Chemotherapy 3 times a week for a lil condition I've had for 4 months. Its the second time its come around but it came with a vengeance this time. So its taking me a lil longer to kick its ass. But still I know there are people out there with way bigger issues then mine. So keep your head up. I'm going to putting up a weekly blog about my week of treatments and appts. I wanted to do a video log but my lazy broke ass never bought that video camera that I wanted to buy. Anyways maybe its better. You don't have to see my ugly ass in my teal colored 70's style boxer briefs walking around my apt. Man they sure are a gay color but comfy as a bag of walnuts resting on a soft fluffy cloud. Lol. As for right now the best way to kick this Cancers ass is to keep me busy doing what I love. Good night and be well. Sweet dreams don't let the bed bugs bite, cause that my job. Peace love and all that hippy gay shit. TTFN!