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Current mood:  artistic Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
Now, here is something that I most certainly never do. (post blogs, write about myself, be self-indugent & self-aware at the same time) But I just got this bug in me and I have to work it out.
So the days have been passing and becoming weeks which slowly but surely will turn into months, then by god i'll be damned if the years don't start dropping like flies. And because of this seemingly pointless observation, something inside of me began a stirring like so many moneys in a barrel.
I have this strange sensation of raging impatience. I want things to be done, and done NOW! I feel like every hour spent doing something besides music is an opportunity wasted. I feel like a salmon swimming against the stream, jumping, thrashing just for one inch of progress. I feel like there is some invisible force holding me back saying, "not yet, can't let you do that mister". And I don't like it. I feel like I've devoted time to our music, but I'm ready to devote my life and then some. All I want is to feel like I'm not alone.
I want to know that I am persuing the dreams that I have, not just because it would be super coool, but because it is truly worthwhile. I'm looking for acceptance by any and all who hear this. I want to make something beautiful for you to look at. Something sonically pleasing to your tired eardrums. I want to be a part of a whole not a hole in a part. I want people to listen and say, i respect that, because I can tell that someones heart and soul has gone into it. Maybe i'm just overthinking things right now. But i can tell you this. That if you are a fan of our music or any music for that matter, that I promise to not let you down. When this ep is finished it may not be the greatest cd you've never heard. But it will have more heart, soul, sweat, love, tears, rage, peace, and mind, than anything you will ever listen to.
 | Currently listening: Relativity By Emarosa Release date: 2008-07-08 |
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