You know this myspace shit has been pretty fun.  I have learned a great deal more about the people I know.  Whats been most fun is reading some of the  blogs that belong to people I give a damn about.  I see there fears and their pains.  I have even learned shit I had no idea about them.   So, I guess in the end that makes Myspace a cool place to spend a little time to see what you can dredge up, or what evil shit you can find to post to someones page. Or most of all reach out to the people who need to hear from you. 

I never followed up very well on my Montana trip blog.  But I think anyone who knows me regular, knows I was one of three very Monster Party Animals that week in the group of 10 and manufactured my trade mark Donny fun for the other 7 at any opportunity just to be me, with my party pants on!  Yea, you really love me or, you just fucking run away from me!  Thats what I have realized about me most of all!  The realization that its better to be yourself, its more fun and its just damn honest!  And you should not act as something your really not.  If they don't like yah, its OK!   I think the ones that might not like me might be the ones that expect me to deliver needs they have from me they just cannot get~!  Or they figure out they cannot control me to some standard they have in their brain box!  This comment applys in big part to some key job contacts I have to deal with.  And from my recent return trip today from Montana is what has me writing off on this direction.  Frank you know who you are, and I think your the phoniest Dickless full of yourself Fuck stain I have ever met!  Hey, see this Myspace is good therapy!  Just look at that anger!

The cool part is these people are such a small part of my life! And I need to make sure I keep it that way!