Time what does it do to us? How can we change it?

I realize now as I am going into my senior year that time escapes us. we lose sight of who we are and what we want to become as we grow older and wiser.

As a kid I remember saying all the time I won't do this or that and I am not going to be like this person or that person.

But things change and as you grow older your thoughts change too along with what you said as a child.

We catch ourselves doing the things we said we would never do like drink, smoke, drugs, all the things all role models taught us.

So why didn't we use stick to the plans we had as when we were younger?

Simple time Escaped us!

Now I am the type of person to take things seriously, so when my friends and i made a pack to be best friends forever i thought thats what would happen, to my dismay we got lost somewhere along the way of forever.

I remember going and visiting my friends and Florida and them saying I knew you would be the one to get us together again.

But did I? or was it all an act they put on all while knowing deep down that these were once your friends that you thought would be your friends forever. At the same time wondering what your new cooler friends would think if they knew your were even talking to these people??

What happened along the way that made us the way we are today??

Well time it escaped us again only to happen over and over again in our lives.

It always seems that once you reache a certain age you forget everything you said you were not going to do and all the things you said you were going to do.

But once you pass a certain age you think back and go wow; why didn't I do this or do that.

When all you can think of is the endless parties you went to with the people you barely even know and will soon forget who you are and why you were there to start with.

What happenes when you get older and your kids ask what you were like when you were my age and you don't know what to say because you don't even remember half of it; you were drunk or high! It's not like you are going to tell your kids that. Now are you?

So why is it that we let TIME do this to us?

Well I don't have the answer right now but I hope to figure it out someday!!

♥Why be someone else when you can be yourself♥