I went to take a nap today because I was very exhausted. Just before my body began to relax enough to where I was about to doze out I heard my Mother speaking to me through my mind as clear as a bell. She said many things of which I can only remember a couple of things she said to me...

"I've always loved you Haullie. I did not want to pass."

This was all I could remember which I think it strange because for weeks now I have been feeling less and less of her spirit and just yesterday after a break down I asked aloud "did she even love me too?" Of course she loves me, but I felt as though I needed to hear it. I can't explain why. The grieving process comes with many unanswered questions as to why we say or feel certain things. But hearing her say she loved me and that she didn't want to pass reinforces me spiritually that she is with me and that although I cannot see her, she is here with me always and she DOES love me always.