Yea man, ya know I always said that I would start blogging and letting ya in on my days and thoughts and life and all.So If I would ever start, i'd start now. Got a lot of thoughts, opinions and ideas and i'm always told that Sometimes I don't speak enough or elaborate all the way. Well...That's me but then again That's why we'll get it all out and open over here.These are open and random thoughts @ the moment-Don't crucify me too hard for this shit.Suggestions and questions feel free-Open bar.1st up-Marriagehell, I don't believe in relationships really-much less Marriage. in my life it ain't even reality honestly. It's a huge lie to think that i'm ready for That kind of commitment. I don'tmake deals like that because I ain't tryna lie like that. man check it, anybody can get cheated on and dudes lose it all over that imaginary love.Love starts with you, ya can't depend on the next person to provide it. But on the the other hand I'm conflicted because i think that it works for others. My Brother and his Wife are a great example, They compliment each other well(Congrats). I just don't know about me.We'll talk after Ras's.Imagine a commitment to what you believed in when you 1st caught that crush like in High School or 21 or something. You changed a lot since. Not even the same person.I say fall in crush or fall in Lust. Fall in Love is way more Toned serious as opposed to meant serious to me. Plus, The cermony shit is crazy to me. "We Love each other enough to go into debt to show you that She snagged me". Start off in debt. And The dude don't care nuthin about this shit-No Lie, it's all for the woman. A ring? A Dress? Joint Account? Flying Folks In? No more Dome? Her Mom's is coming? I can't Go to the strip club? A Divorce? Sell The Crib-Alimony? Homie please. Plus in california 1 outta every 2 don't make it. Why can't we all just live for today and keep the here right? And that's Me and Just me. Who? ME. Part 2 Tomorrow. Thanks for Taking the time,Myke Next Up Prop 8