(I wasn't going to post this here, but then I changed my mind)

I get depressed at parties
but I keep on smiling
and no one ever notices,

bc parties are places where people have fun.

but the public displays of affection are making me sick
and what is he going to do? marry her?
that never works out.

and this is the last summer we have together.

but everyone keeps on smiling and sharing
except that they are all putting on a show
and mostly they are just fooling themselves.

I hate that this is how they lead their lives.

and maybe everyone should just move on
I know I should
and always do.

maybe that's why every one always leaves me

bc I'm already gone.