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Last Updated: 12/23/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 23
Sign: Leo

City: BOISE
State: Idaho
Country: US
Signup Date: 7/2/2005

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Sunday, August 24, 2008 

Current mood:  sad
Category: Life
      I opened my eyes this morning and looked out the window at Desert Avenue.  And then I opened my mind, and the whole world was backwards.  Too many mornings have gone by.  Too many mornings have been consumed by my thoughts of tomorrow.  Too many mornings have taken me north, to the university – to my future. 

I've spent my entire life wishing I was there, dreaming of what I could be and what I could have and what I could do for other people.  I've spent too much time hoping for my fairytale ending. 

 

This morning, the sun was setting, and I couldn't see what there was anymore.  It was dark, and it was lonely, and it was full of things left unanswered.  And I missed the things I still have.           

Currently listening:
Something About Airplanes
By Death Cab for Cutie
Release date: 1998-08-18
1:50 PM
 
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Ray Rey

 
I understand how you feel. It's a... confusing feeling. I usually don't have these views during the morning, but in the middle of the night, when I can't sleep, my mind wanders, and thoughts like these are one thing that pops up from time to time.
 
Posted by Ray Rey on Monday, August 25, 2008 - 2:55 AM
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Big D

 
I can understand that feeling. It is lonely, but it is also a good experience. It gives you what you need to step back and reevaluate your life. Looking ahead is good but not at the cost of now. There are a lot of people that care about you. Perhaps it is time to make some major changes. Just a suggestion :)
 
Posted by Big D on Monday, August 25, 2008 - 5:00 PM
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