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Nirtana



Last Updated: 12/3/2009

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Gender: Female
City: FORT WORTH
State: Texas
09 Oct 09 Friday 

Category: Life
the atmosphere today was thick and heavy
soupy

and i was also experiencing this "other" atmosphere

this atmosphere of love and deeper love
and remembrance and sadness and deep feeling
for Happy

we all knew him
loved him

time passes

old hurts go away

people become softer as they grow

softer

the softer

gentler

transformation of

souls

by the forces of nature

tomorrow

soil covers

soil covers

the covering

the external and already transformed  physical

 shell of our friend

that is not him
that is not him
i say

he is present

the rivers of tears
keep the soul from passing over

the rivers of tears
flowing toward the ocean
the rivers of tears
and the feelings that come from way deeper than the eyes
the head

the doubling over kinds of feelings
i love you  you are in me
in me
i merge with your soul

you happy are my beloved friend
something happened out there at the missle base
i knew i wanted to always love you
in a simple way
and yet it feels so deep
simple
deep
connected

you broke into the old talk
where did that come from

from the way back the way way back

souls are all part of the one soul
right?

like all of our souls are connected
so if we tune in we can feel all the ones who are part of the one

the collective
consciousness

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so even though
i will be at work
hopefully in the attitude of submission and service
i will be connected to all my friends
pouring little portions of soil
onto that which has become purely physical
ready to be rejoined to the earth
ready to nourish the earth

and all the while
the "eyes" of Happy are still around
around
and moving

my dear brother
we love you 4 eva
and eva
and eva

the denseness of the earth
gravitational pull
has now released you for a while

love remains
amin