aww don't be sad Mike. I know its hard not to be. I had a couple of my cats run away before too and I wondered if I love them enough. Of course you did....sometimes they just don't know what they're really doing.
 

Romeo just came in a little while ago, and got nearly hugged to death.
 

I wouldn't worry about the loving enough part, sweetie. Look at your photos and tell me it doesn't look like you're obsessed with them. I'm sure someone was just mean and lifted them. They were so pretty how could anything else happen? Buck up my dear. I'll let you pick out a pet when you move down here... Or you can share mine. There's more than enough. ^_-
 

Their outdoor cats. When i let sir out, i knew he'd come back. Somtimes not till 4am in the morning.... exp when raining... hed always come back. crying and like on my fence tapping or clawling at my moms window. ha. He was sucha cool cat. For the others, aysee cat, she was ust learning to go outside, and i figured the more you dont let them, the more they will sneak out and run away. so i let her out... But one night, when I was " drunk" she was on the porch and she didnt wanna come in... last thing i know i said, " OKay you can stay out a little longer..." as I was planning to still go out ( at my old house.) then not thinking, I pulled out my animials picture albulm i had laying around cuz i was bored... ( seeing sir and stuff.) not thinking that maybe aysee cat was in trouble. I had some feeling... but i didnt know what it was... i went to go get her and mentioned i couldnt find her outside... ( i looked to the street and thought... but was like, " no dont think like that..." But everyone said she'd come back... and if i didnt beleive them... i would of went up there ust in time to save her....i always felt bad. next day, I knew god was trying to tell me somthing. that was the closest cat i ever got with after sir, then now, I cant really say I can have another one. I did pick out one... but its more of a family cat. Kit kat she plays with my dog baby-boo. And baby-boo is stobborn about where she goes in pontiac. I catch he multiple times trying to go towards the street.