Either way, you STILL get a crummy old lawn chair out of the deal...

'Nywayz, so...I've TOTALLY made a decision.  I just wanted to post a blog about it, cuz I know how you guys like to keep up with my life.  I totally love and appreciate each and every one of you and the support that I've received from all of you.  :)

Now, on to my decision. 

I've decided not to date anyone for the next six months (unless someone sweeps me off my feet...).  The reason:  Everytime I meet someone new, I start comparing them to Mark, and then when they fall short, I end up kicking them to the wayside.  I've hurt a lot of good guys lately by doing this...

I'm working on this habit that I have (that I've had even before this) of having really high expectations of people, then when those expectations aren't met, or when they start getting on my nerves, I lose patience with them and never speak to them again, or if I do, it's only because they've called me, and I dont want them to think that I'm a complete asshole.  

I've not done that to anyone on here (I know you're all wondering, "Is that why he hasn't replied to my text/message/phone call?")  LoL  But, I do have a really bad habit of doing that.

It's something that I'm working on, and I'm making progress..

However, to speed up that process, I'm not going to date for the next six months...Until I can get some closure, mature a little bit, and find out a little bit more about myself and who I am (not who I am in a relationship).  :)


That's basically it...  :)


-Rocko