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	kjhlkh	An hero!   Posted by kjhlkh on Thursday, November 20, 2008 - 12:07 AM [Reply to this]

	Nicole Nicole Blueschica	This is awful. I hope that the people who egged him on will reconsider the things they type on message forums. Real people are on the opposite side of the spectrum. RIP Abraham Blueschica www.crimesandjustice.blogspot.com   Posted by Nicole on Monday, December 01, 2008 - 2:07 AM [Reply to this]

	Billy	Video footage   Posted by Billy on Thursday, November 27, 2008 - 2:30 AM [Reply to this]

	Billy	Link won't redirect. Have to cuntpaste it. http://www.vkmag.com/videos/videos_man_pleegt_zelfmoord_achter_webcam/   Posted by Billy on Thursday, November 27, 2008 - 2:31 AM [Reply to this]

	Galu Travels Agency Maria Luisa	r.i.p   Posted by Galu Travels Agency on Tuesday, November 25, 2008 - 7:25 AM [Reply to this]

	Billy	I heard he did it for the lulz   Posted by Billy on Monday, November 24, 2008 - 7:09 AM [Reply to this]

	maryjane.	ironically enough, today is National Survivors of Suicide Day. This could have been his day, if someone would have just reached out. As someone clinically diagnosed with depression, among other mental illnesses, I know what he was feeling, to an extent. Also, as a survivor of multiple suicide attempts, I've realized something- sometimes there really is no hope. It's a harsh reality, but one that many among us are silently living with. In order to get help, you have to really want it. You have to need it. I have been hospitalized many times, put on medication, and put through therapy (which, in my opinion, makes things worse.) through it all, the one thing that has kept me here was other people calling an ambulance, putting me in the hospital, or making me feel guilty for hurting them, so I stuck around. It absolutely pains me to know that he had enough will to live to cry for help, but nobody recognized the signs. My best guess is that they didn't take him seriously, which, if you look at our society as a whole, is understandable. it truly is a tragedy that he never got to experience years full of day-to-day things we take for granted. But to the family and friends of this seemingly great guy (I never met him myself), you shouldn't waste time mourning. Instead, just remember that he's no longer suffering. Rest in peace, dude.   Posted by maryjane. on Saturday, November 22, 2008 - 8:56 PM [Reply to this]

	Kelli Laine. A Memorial Killed by A Drunk Driver	sending much love to you're family. they will never be the same without you. I hope they get all the many signs that you will send them so they know you made you're journey ok and that you no longer hurt. I asked Kelli to find you & show you around the new place. I'm so very crushed for you're family & all the many friends that will miss your spirit here on earth. shine on from heaven & please teach others. Pam, Kelli's mom   Posted by Kelli Laine. A Memorial on Sunday, November 23, 2008 - 6:28 PM [Reply to this]

	damian	&tears tears&   Posted by damian on Thursday, November 20, 2008 - 11:35 AM [Reply to this]

	The Unpromised One Dark Falz	RIP man... It's sad you had to kill yourself because of some stupid lifeless assholes on the MISC... Even though I don't know you, I wish the best for you and your family, and hope you're doing fine in Valhalla. I'm not an active bodybuilding.com member, but I read the threads there every chance I get, and that's how I know about what happened... In any case, RIP.   Posted by The Unpromised One on Thursday, November 20, 2008 - 11:51 AM [Reply to this]

	An American Patriot tony Chamberland	Sorry you couldnt find some 1, 2 vent with. I have thought at one time or another turning off my light for good. when i came back from the Gulf war in 91. But someone told me something that has stuck with me all these years. I was 24 at the time and now im 42. Suicide is like a bomb, when it goes off it will everyone around you, do you want to hurt your family and friends? i said, "No". then he said dont be so selfish and always take the good with the bad. Sorry I couldnt be there for you man like someone was for me. rest easy brother. To his family and friends I say that im truly sorry for your loss. God be with you all.   Posted by An American Patriot on Thursday, November 20, 2008 - 10:06 PM [Reply to this]

	An American Patriot tony Chamberland	Sorry about the typo I ment it will (hurt) everyone around you.   Posted by An American Patriot on Thursday, November 20, 2008 - 10:08 PM [Reply to this]

	(ryan - uɐʎɹ) Ryan duffy	Oh shit dude, I saw your video, are you ok?   Posted by (ryan - uɐʎɹ) on Friday, November 21, 2008 - 2:38 AM [Reply to this]

	(ryan - uɐʎɹ) Ryan duffy	If anyone wants to see the video of his suicide. www.encyclopediadramatica.com/offended It is graphic!   Posted by (ryan - uɐʎɹ) on Friday, November 21, 2008 - 6:18 AM [Reply to this]

	Goddess of Natural Beauty Danielle Lewis	you have problems   Posted by Goddess of Natural Beauty on Sunday, November 23, 2008 - 3:49 AM [Reply to this]

	Chris Crankshaw photography Chris Crankshaw	Ryan, you have no class.   Posted by Chris Crankshaw photography on Saturday, November 22, 2008 - 7:44 PM [Reply to this]

	That Jones Boy	Thats a big time understatment.....this Ryan fool is just some attention seeking little jerk with serious self esteem issues. why else would he come and post dumb insensitive and annoying shit like he is on a blog of a guy who just killed himself unless that he was craving attention real bad. Ryan is in that same ilk of person that egged the guy to take the pills and then laughed as he lie dying   Posted by That Jones Boy on Monday, November 24, 2008 - 5:49 PM [Reply to this]

	maribel Maribel Is awesome	Are you serious? That's so disgusting and so low of you. These people are hurting, and here you are, acting like a fool. How can you be so insensitive to the pain that would cause?   Posted by maribel on Friday, November 21, 2008 - 1:00 PM [Reply to this]

	(ryan - uɐʎɹ) Ryan duffy	Am I the disgusting one? I just posted the link, your the one who wanted to see him kill himself. I only tricked you. Now let me ask you, who is the real fool here?   Posted by (ryan - uɐʎɹ) on Friday, November 21, 2008 - 7:14 PM [Reply to this]

	maribel Maribel Is awesome	I didn't want to see him kill himself, what are you even talking about? I was just noting how disgusting it is that you would even jokingly put that link here, it's ruthless.   Posted by maribel on Monday, November 24, 2008 - 12:57 AM [Reply to this]

	(ryan - uɐʎɹ) Ryan duffy	If you didn't want to see it. Then how do you know that it was disgusting? Curiosity get the best of you? Ah, I do recall a story of a cat...   Posted by (ryan - uɐʎɹ) on Monday, November 24, 2008 - 5:01 AM [Reply to this]

	Dj 20hz	yo! Fuck you ryan!!! Its you and people like you that can kiss my ass. I certainly hope that you have been sterilized....karmas a bitch brotha, remember that when you accidently get "poisoned" one day by someone you pissed off...haha enjoy asshole >:)   Posted by Dj 20hz on Monday, December 15, 2008 - 8:30 PM [Reply to this]

	K	I didn't look at the link because I thought it was sick of you to even post one. You are an inconsiderate jerk. His family might look here to see words written by people like you. You have no sense of compassion or respect for a young man who took his own life and the pain that his family is feeling. You shouldn't have to ask who the fool is because the fool is the person that thought to do that in the first place. Not only are you a fool but you are a poor excuse for a human being. May God have mercy on your pathetic soul is all I have to say.   Posted by K on Sunday, November 23, 2008 - 5:38 AM [Reply to this]

	marc marc larocco	you're still an insensitive douchebag.   Posted by marc on Saturday, November 22, 2008 - 1:32 AM [Reply to this]

	Rosalind	KB, I miss you so much. I waited so long to have you and I thank God for the 19 plus years I had with you. As of next month you would've no longer been a teenager. You would've entered a new millinium. I guess you entered it earlier and a different one. I love you so much my son, my only son. I hope you find the peace that you could not find here. As much as I miss you, I can go on knowing that you have been released of the private hell that you were living in. Mental illness truly is a silent killer, especially when it is not easily recognized. With all my (broken) heart. Mom   Posted by Rosalind on Friday, November 21, 2008 - 2:46 AM [Reply to this]

	ron	If only words could express the empathy, and respect, I have for you. I would strongly recommend the movie "Ram Dass: Fierce Grace" particularly the part about Dass' letter to a couple who lost a child tragically. I think it might help. Take care. Let us all hope for more joy in the world, and less of such suffering and sadness.   Posted by ron on Thursday, November 27, 2008 - 8:57 PM [Reply to this]

	DeVonte Knight-Addams™ ♫†♪(aka Prynce DeVo) Devin Raymel Goins	I am truly truly sorry for your loss. Although I had never even heard of your son until a few days ago, his story has touched me in more ways than anyone could ever know...especially since I've been battling with the issue of suicide (yes I wanted to die) but somehow in reading the message you've written to your son, I couldn't imagine having to make my mother type on a blog what I have been waiting to hear her say my whole life. I hope that you can take comfort in knowing that he is in a better place (right now anywhere is better than the world we live in). And I hope and pray that you two will meet again. Be blessed and stay strong!!   Posted by DeVonte Knight-Addams™ ♫†♪(aka Prynce DeVo) on Monday, November 24, 2008 - 5:05 PM [Reply to this]

	ron	Brought a tear to my eye. Stay strong, we're all struggling believe it or not.   Posted by ron on Thursday, November 27, 2008 - 8:59 PM [Reply to this]

	K	I am truly sorry for your loss. I can not imagine the pain you are feeling at the loss of your son. I work in the mental health field and have for the past 20 years. Bipolar Disorder is very hard to diagnose and especially difficult to treat. People do not understand that when a person has bipolar disorder their brains cause their emotions to go all over the place. They get depressed, suicidal, irritable, and very impulsive. This was not a selfish act as I have read other younger and uninformed posters state. Even when a person takes their medication as prescribed, breakthrough problems can occur with bipolar disorder. I am sorry that your family experienced this tragedy and I am sorry that people can not understand that his death is probably due in large part to his illness. A person who has bipolar disorder suffers on many, many levels and is often misunderstood by those around them. My thoughts and prayers are with your family at this time.   Posted by K on Sunday, November 23, 2008 - 5:46 AM [Reply to this]

	Cassie	Don't know if you will ever read this but your blog gave me some insight to the father of my son. He's not in his life and I never understood why. He comes in my life and my son's, then out the next day only to decide once again he wants to be a part of our life. Then he tries to commit suicide with me on the phone. Then again back into our life and our home. Moves out again.... he is bipolar and schizoaffective... he seemed completely normal and happy to me. I miss him and I want to help him so much but he has now decided once again he can't be with us. I'm even a registered nurse and for some reason it just all never made sense to me. I never understood why he acted like he did. Thank you   Posted by Cassie on Saturday, January 10, 2009 - 10:51 PM [Reply to this]

	K	You are welcome. I wish there was something I could do to make the pain you and your son must be feeling less. Even with medical knowledge and that understanding, it still is hurtful to be in a situation with someone who is affected by bipolar disorder and schizoaffective disorder. I hope he is taking his medication and that he is able to find some type of stability in his life. I also hope that you find the strength to help you and your son get through the difficult times you are facing.I would recommend some type of support group for you. There is a web site that is great for families of those suffering from mental health issues. It is www. nami. org. It has a lot of good information and resources for families. I wish you the best.   Posted by K on Sunday, January 11, 2009 - 2:12 AM [Reply to this]

	Bryan Bryan Snell	Candyman gonna come haunt me in my sleep if I say his name 5 times now?   Posted by Bryan on Friday, November 21, 2008 - 3:02 AM [Reply to this]

	± Eponitzen ±	rip   Posted by ± Eponitzen ± on Friday, November 21, 2008 - 3:10 AM [Reply to this]

	amber nicole<3	holy shit,people are ridiculous. yes people are sad from the outcome of this situation but i'm pretty sure they know he's in a better place and understand he's happier. YOU are the selfish one for expecting him to live unhappily,i'm not saying he should have did what he did but sometimes people just can't take it anymore. try to be open minded. life isn't always about puppies and rainbows flying out your ass.   Posted by amber nicole<3 on Tuesday, November 25, 2008 - 8:06 AM [Reply to this]

	That Jones Boy	thats some easy shit to do sit in judgment of someone you didn't know and whose shoes you have never had to walk in. First up the guy was bi polar which means he didn't have full control of his emotions and feelings. tempory situation ? say what? have you found the cure for bi polar disorder then? coz last I heard bi polar is something the victim is stuck with for life. besides it seems to me this guy was giving out a cry for help why else would a person commit suicide live and on air. sad thing is only overly judgmental folk like you and assholes like Ryan and the guy with the fat ugly avi who think its fun to see others suffering and dying were watching. Seems this guy actually had a pretty full life and was trying pretty hard seems to me the guy just got fed up with constanty having to fight his disorder each and everyday. hope for your sake you never get afflicted with anything that drags you down each and everyday and makes every effort you make seem pointless. but this habit of yours of making judgments on others without thinking is a pretty bad affliction. you have   Posted by That Jones Boy on Monday, November 24, 2008 - 5:43 PM [Reply to this]

	K	Do you not have anything bettter to do than bash a person with a mental illness who is now dead? Or do you think your words have offered comfort to his family who I am sure tried everything they could do to help their son? He deserves to rest in peace as much as anyone else. He had no peace with bipolar disorder so he should at least be able to have some now. Don't judge a situation as temporary if 1) It is not your situation and therefore you know nothing about it and 2) You are able to process that situation because you don't have a chemical imbalance in your brain that makes processing things much more difficult. Or then again......there is something wrong with your brain to come on here and make those kinds of statements. You need to educate yourself instead of going to myspace pages and making uninformed statements.   Posted by K on Sunday, November 23, 2008 - 5:51 AM [Reply to this]

	kill the dark night	wow ur unreal. I take it you know nothing about depression, or mental illness. A mentally healthy person doesnt commit suicide, maybe you should do some research, before you are so insensitive and rude. Maybe if people like you wouldnt judge people so harshly more people who need help would step forward and admit that they have more than they can handle....signed treated for depression, and have attempted suicide ....   Posted by kill the dark night on Saturday, November 22, 2008 - 8:29 AM [Reply to this]

	Elizna norma jean	You stupid little slut bag.   Posted by Elizna on Saturday, November 22, 2008 - 6:21 AM [Reply to this]

	♥Devin Harris♥ Brittni O'Ryan	I agree with you Ry! I don't see how someone can come on here and say such horrible things ..karma is a bitch though.   Posted by ♥Devin Harris♥ on Saturday, November 22, 2008 - 7:19 PM [Reply to this]

	glenn	I couldn't agree more!!!   Posted by glenn on Saturday, November 22, 2008 - 4:12 AM [Reply to this]

	Chad	You cluless and insensitive bitch.... he was bipolar. Glad to know that YOU'RE soooo strong though, that someone like you would NEVER think of killing themselves because your life is sooo perfect!! Truth of the matter is that most people have thought about taking their lives at one time or another. You have NO, I repeat NO idea what life was like for him.... walk a mile in someone else's shoes (you strike me as being such an insensitive and self-absorbed child that it would be impossible for you to empathize with ANYONE.... it's all about you!!) Maybe for the new year your resolution could be to get a clue and realize that not ALL "situations" are temporary. I think, no, I KNOW.... your comment and YOU are what is weak here. Abraham, I hope that you have found the peace of mind that we all deserve. This life can be a hard one, not all of us get to skate through it like little miss *..Lumae.r{}   Posted by Chad on Friday, November 21, 2008 - 9:43 PM [Reply to this]

	♥Devin Harris♥ Brittni O'Ryan	Well said Chad   Posted by ♥Devin Harris♥ on Saturday, November 22, 2008 - 7:20 PM [Reply to this]

	Chad	(Cont.) For some people, life is good and the thought of suicide never crosses their mind, but they're able to realize that life can be hell on earth for others. I don't think of you as "weak," I think that you were tired. I will pray for strength for your loved ones in this very difficult time. Rest in peace-- -Chad   Posted by Chad on Friday, November 21, 2008 - 9:53 PM [Reply to this]

	(ryan - uɐʎɹ) Ryan duffy	I lol'd. -Ryan   Posted by (ryan - uɐʎɹ) on Sunday, November 23, 2008 - 4:30 PM [Reply to this]

	(RIP JAY)081309 Janelle Rodriguez	You should fucking kill yourself Lumae and let him have your place in this world you fucking freak. He didn't take an easy route out. It's assholes like you that make it hard to live.   Posted by (RIP JAY)081309 on Friday, November 21, 2008 - 6:46 PM [Reply to this]

	maribel Maribel Is awesome	Seriously, you're heartless for saying that. You don't know him, or what he was going through. Instead of making comments like that (what good do they do, anyways?) why not keep them to yourself the next time.   Posted by maribel on Friday, November 21, 2008 - 1:02 PM [Reply to this]

	Doreen Doreen Facey-Biggs	This is Abraham's mother. Please do not feel sorry for us, we lost a beautiful but troubled soul. Instead, please use that energy to "see" with your heart. Mental illnesses, like depression and bipolar disease, are not tempopary situations. It is something that victims live with and battle with privately. Please use your energy to hear the cry and help someone. Thank you.   Posted by Doreen on Friday, November 21, 2008 - 11:00 AM [Reply to this]

	K	Again I am sorry for your loss. I work in the mental health field and have for 20 years. There is an organization that I don't know if you are aware of. It might help you to share, when you are ready or if you ever are, your son's life and his struggles living with bipolar disorder. That way, people will learn through education not to judge those with mental illness issues in that fashion. This organization is for the families and people who live with mental illness. It is the National Alliance on Mental Illness. You may find the organization at www.nami.org if you ever want to look into it. I pray for continued strength for your family.   Posted by K on Sunday, November 23, 2008 - 6:01 AM [Reply to this]

	Silly Customer You Cannot Hurt a Twinkie!	It is sad that he had to end his life this way.. There are so many other ways to get past your problems.. I pray for his family to get past this and forgive him.. AS for him being weak as *..Lumae.r{}   Posted by Silly Customer You Cannot Hurt a Twinkie! on Friday, November 21, 2008 - 9:28 AM [Reply to this]

	FitnFirm aka FnF	Many prayers for your family and may you find peace above .   Posted by FitnFirm aka FnF on Friday, November 21, 2008 - 5:49 AM [Reply to this]

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