I'm starting to feel kinda bad about the whole thing. I've known Tim since 6th grade, and I've never really liked him. Actually, I kinda couldn't stand him. But I'm just thinking about how weird it is that he's gone now. He's really gone.

But honestly, I don't have a true emotion about the subject. I'm not happy that he's gone, but I'm not all sad and crying about the thing. The only thing I'm really feeling is apathy. But the thing is, It's almost like I don't beleive it's happening. I know it's real, but I just need proof for it to truely click to me. Thats why if (and when) there is a funeral, I plan on going.

I did get a little pissed off today at school though. There were a few people I knew who were OBVIOUSLY crying for attention. I'm not saying any names, but you know who you are. And to the people who were happy that he died, and were excided about it, I honestly think you'll be going to hell. That is the most fucked up thing you can possibly do. I understand if you didn't like Tim, but don't fucking parade around the school chanting his death. So all I have to say to those people whom also shall remain unnamed: Fuck you. You really do deserve going to hell.

Tim's family: I am very sorry for your loss, and I hope everything gets better for you eventually.

Tim: Although you and I didn't get along very well, I'm sorry for the bad things that have happened in your life. I hope you rest in peace.