Remembering

I remember amazement

I remember walking down that hall way everyday

I remember going from getting a grin to a smile

I remember even getting the wave

I remember walking in and seeing her in the office

I remember the feeling of my heart about to pop outta my chest

I remember becoming friends

I remember just walking next to her everyday

I remember the walking next to, with her hand in mine

I remember the longest and greatest talks ever

I remember my lips touching hers for the first time

I remember having all that love

I remember loosing it just as quickly as I had it

I remember doing what I could to just keep holding on to it

I remember the day she said she could never look at me the same

I remember it was my fault my heart was broken

I remember hating myself for making the biggest mistake of my life

I remember wondering when she was coming back

I remember thinking if we would see each other again

I remember when she finally returned

I remember being so hot cause her windows wouldn’t go down and laughing

I remember how great that day was cause it was the last time we would hang out in forever

I remember telling her I would call when I got back into town

I remember being to much of a coward to follow through

I remember finding out I was to late

I remember reading that email after so much time had passed

I remember just wondering what if

I remember not seeing myself worthy, not then and even less now

I remember hearing someone tell me " don’t hold your breath"

I’ll never NOT remember all these moments….but is that all that we’ll ever have

Probably, but she’s the most cherished and embedded part of my soul