soooo i'm verrrry in need of an update.

last real update (without videos and senseless stuff) was in the beginning of january, when baby j was only 8 months old, i was working at staples, and i was into a guy who i will not mention on here (and if you are reading this from my LJ or DJ, um yeah i'm sure you remember).

now, hayden is one year old! he is 24 pounds (3 times his birth birth weight) and 30 inches. he loves to eat and he will cry and cry and cry if you are eating anything in front of him, even if he doesn't like. of course, i have to give in and give him a nibble, unless it's peanut butter 'cos that's the only thing he can't have.

we had his birthday party at mastori's and it was blah. like yeah i really hated kenny that day because he decided getting drunk and partying was much more important than his son's birthday. but on a good note, he got lots of fun toys and clothes.

i'm sure you know of his "complications" aka ventriculomegaly. because of his slowness, he's delayed, but since we started early intervention with him in feburary, he has inproved sooooo much. right before he started it (but after his consulation, since they gave us some homework), he was able to belly crawl and roll around, and that was his only means of transportation. now he can actually crawl on all fours, and can pull up and cruise like there is no tomorrow, and it's frickin' annoying that he wants to climb all over me, he needs a jungle gym. but it's sooooo adorable in the morning when he wakes up when he stands up in his crib and 'sings' to me to wake me up. but he still has a balance problem and doesn't like to walk holding on to our hands and can't stand by himself or with us only holding one of his hands. he also really can't say any words but he can say daddy!<333 he loves him so much and they are so adorable together. he can also say mama and kee ka which is for the cats. but we know what he wants. his neuro wants him to be able to say 3 real words (ball, cup, etc.) by the next time we see her (in june).

we took him to the aquarium on friday, and he seemed to enjoy it. i thought it would have been better, but whatever. kenny and i touched the things you can touch, but hayden couldn't reach lol.










lol


this is the body of water that the hippos were in.




weird seahorse things




wtf shark


mine mine mine




that was lke the size of a turkey




can you see 'em?




"look a fish"


seal








eel




he looks a durr durr


little rays and kenny's hand


found him

Horseshoe Crab
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iuno i thought it was it funny

Jellyfish
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jellyfishing jellyfishing

but besides hayden, there's school and work for me. i am currently unemployeed but luckily i am going to see a lady at harry's (a sportsman store) today, she needs weekend cashiers so woo fucking hoo if she can hook me up. oh yeahh my breeze died in feburary =( jiffy lube fucked up and broke my rear main seal and i was leaking oil like crazy and i didn't have the money to keep putting oil in it, so driving around w/o oil = dead engine. my dad decided to buy w/o my permission a 5 speed camry, um yeah i tried and tried again to get the hang out it, i mean i can but i just can't get going very well, so i'm afraid to drive it. i'm trying to sell it but no one wants it. with school, i was taking eng101 and his112, well i dropped the history class 'cos it was bull, and the english well yeah i just really didn't like the work, the teacher was okay. i was such a bitch in my papers and i felt bad for the guy 'cos he had to read it. i'm doing good in my math class even though i haven't been going, i figure as long as i'm doing good on the tests and i know i'll do good on the final. in my psych class, i thought i was going to get an a but it will probably be a +b because we had to a paper on a theorist and britney spears, well yeah i just couldn't do it, but i was able to do most of it. like, there's 6 parts to it. first we had to pick the theorist, then do 2 annotated (sp?) bibliographies

oh yeah hayden also had his first dentist appointment last thursday. they actually cleaned all of his 8 teeth with that read stuff and some floride. he got a fox puffy sticker as his treat =]

and kenny still doesn't have a job or his ged. but that's not suprising. but i am still in lurvee with him. and he is still so hot.




he was looking at this hole, birds live in it.


zomfg fucking sexy...