Life just fucking sucks sometimes.

No duh right?

I don't know what to say anymore I'm just fucking shooting my self in the foot with everyone I care about. I can't seem to do anything right anymore. I just don't remeber what it's like to be me I guess. I really don't think I've changed but there are people telling me I have.

I just dont' want to fight anymore I'm so tired of all of the bickering I don't mean to fight I just can't help it I get so upset I'm arguing before I realize it. I just don't want to talk anymore sometimes. I think that would just make life a lot easier on some of my friends. If I just couldn't talk would people like me more that way?