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Country: AU

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Monday, October 06, 2008 

Category: Life

Those are snow-clouds above you boy…
but you’re at the wrong altitude for them to work right.
-instead they just alarm/awake you while freezing bad pop-songs
to your wet-eyes as you hurry-up pass cafes and alley-ways you once beautified.

It’s a Monday, shrinking empty mouse-wheel world.
Sloshing memories of the weekend now fading-
Ending something, following the glow as I walk him home…
He gladly pays in thick blue smoke for my lack of any small talking.

Dead lain rings through me as feet-beat bellow swallow the hard-sand,
 
“wake-up young man,it’s time to wake up…”…there-after,
my insight lends me nothing worth learning kid,
you’re all better-off than I are…

Mobile-phone thumbing invisible knives, left hand seeking hers never felt,
internal dashboard flickering with colours…pulsing with sighs…
bright orange road-signs and workmen melting tar on Sunday-overtime…
smells like my ashen-thoughts that I can’t stumble away from…flicker,flicker, why?

I’m queuing and don’t even know, I’m waiting for this big-ball to spin…in a line.
The number of people I want to know is countable on a paw-
a claw, an extension but not of my mind…
my guts are the size of an ocean, but if you can sort us-out all that can be ignored.

There is never any conclusion; it all just keeps on rolling-
no anger to hold firm, no self to blame or confession worth time forming,
you are what you make you, get treated as you’ve taught them-
what was shards to start will never puzzle, never needs to,

just wrap-it up tightly and apply-pressure to the bleeding...

 

"..off he goes..." -Pearl Jam

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like a pretty car-crash? thanks hun, dunno exactly why I wrote this, why I write at all..but thanks for the compliment, it doesn’t describe it moment too well but hey, "language is the carvers’ tool that rapidly gains blunt" I’ve said before, and the more you try and say, pin-down..the felt falls between the metaphoric-lackings in english..but, that’s a given. thanks again.

 
Posted by [Pheelix.Com] on Tuesday, October 07, 2008 - 12:41 AM
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