What is your position in life? What do we do? Where do we go? How far do we walk? This is a life of constant realization and understanding. Experiences and new beginnings. We fight for so long against ourselves and find out in the end, giving up is what mended the hurt, and made us whole. Sometimes I wonder why we're here on this planet, and wonder what's the point? Why do we continue? I think about happiness and how rare it is becoming, true happiness. When you break it down it does seem like about 90% of the day is spent in some level of negative emotion. Things that don't at the time feel 'good.' That goes to why we create patterns. When we have patterns in our lives we get used to them, they become cosy, but they aren't real. The feeling is real, but repeating a pattern is just a way of controlling a person. Getting them to feel comfortable with what they have now. Change is just as important as patterns. Change can often feel just as right as a pattern, and just as often, it can feel very uncomfortable, but be rewarding in the end. That's how patterns are formed. An uncomfortable process is repeated day after day after day, it feels awkward and dumb, and ridiculous, and eventually it feels right and true and essential and habitual and addictive.