i took my oldest to the doctors today because his adhd meds stop workin well i brought up that i think he is bipolar like his father micheal he has recently made bout every1 in the family cry me of course almost daily it doesnt help that he intaginizes his lil brother hunter that is autistic hunter doesnt like to be bothered pushed around and hit  ok well back on austin the dr ordered x rays and a ekg at the office as of right now they r fine next thursday i have to take him to the hospital 4 a eeg & ct scan to make sure there isnt nothin else goin on in his head ok people i was dealin with the adhd but now bipolar i pray that he doesnt turn out to be like his father michael  he was very abusive to me not just physically  but also mentally i am so glad i got out of that situation yrs ago but now with the news i got today i feel im goin to go through hell all over again michael never hit austin just me i love my babies with all my heart and i know sometimes i yell but it is also hard 4 me too  i dont understand the y part i know austin can be good its in there somewhere somewhere in that lil body of his is the precious baby that i felt move all those months and the lil man that i love more then i do myself good new though he is finally 46 pounds hell yeah finally gained weight only took 3 yrs xoxoxoxoxo