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Current mood:  vital Category: Life
Sup? I haven't wrote in like nearly a year, have I? You know. "Wrote". I'm strongly considering moving to some 3rd world country and becoming a eunuch. I mean, I've basically spent the beginning on my summer regretting every action I've made to this point. Every mistake, hell every positive thing had some sort of negative drawback in my life.
They don't want a hero, they want a martyr.
I had nearly convinced myself that I was ready to do things. I actually want to see my son. I've been wanting to see him. But I don't have a job. I don't make shit for money. I'm a bad father. I mean, how can I call myself anything but, when I've not contributed to his well-being in so long? Tiffany stop letting me see him because of me being an asshole to her, understandable, but after all of this time? I'd give anything at this point. I've spent god knows how long trying to contact her. I don't want to argue or fight anymore. I just want my son. I'll even forget the fact that I wanna break her boyfriends neck. I figure that fighting to settle anger or problems with that person proves the small-mindedness of the aggressor. My brother has shown me that, with him being kicked out of high school and all. Anyway, with something new popping up, hopefully I can get in touch with her and discuss court and visitation/custody things.
Is there not a man among you? One that will fight?
I've decided on my future. Undergrad college, then off to medical school. Yeah, awfully ambitious of me, isn't it? Guess I'm sick of killing myself for 10 an hour on part-time work. But yeah, the internet sucks and I feel like selling this computer to get me a months supply of hot wings.
I'm so not good at ranting anymore. I guess you gotta have the grit and emotion to do it anymore. I just know my room is always really fucking hot. And I want some Sweet tarts.
Well, in the least, it was an attempt at ranting. Bye again, until I feel like typing about my feelings and shit again.
11:24 PM
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