i remember it was when i was 5 years old/
stayed up late at night waiting for my father to come home/
i laid in my bed holding my bear so tight/
i heard the door knob turn so late this night/
my father was home so i sprang quickly to my feet/
looked through my door and saw he looked real meek/
the smell of liquor filled up the entire room/
my mother looked at him like she knew what he was gunna do/
my parents started to yell, fight and bicker/
i wanted this to past even quicker/
he grabbed my terrified mother and grasp her wrist/
and yelled to her "shut up bitch"/
she tried to break free of his tight hold/
but she was stuck and yet she was being bold/
he grabbed the gun from the drawer in the hallway/
somehow i knew things were going to change/
BANG! i heard it the sound that echoed/
i screamed a little still trying to keep low/
i looked at the man who i no longer knew/
he wasnt my father no more he was just anotha dude/
he came to realize what he just did/
without hesitating he knew it was him/
he grabbed the pistol and placed it to his head/
BANG! that shot rang out and that man was dead/
i cried some more holding my bear tight/
went back to my bed on this cold blooded night/


*this idea came to me. last night sort of a nightmare kind of thing so i had to write it down. i know its a bit drk but i still wanna kno what yal think.