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Wednesday, October 22, 2008 5:41 AM

Current mood:  contemplative
Category: Life
All of these things can be put into more than one of the following categories, but for the sake of you, the reader, ive written them as so.

My mental side:

Im willing to do whatever you ask of me as long as you verbally express your gratitude.
I will go the extra mile just to see a smile on your face.
My personality can be rocky at times, but when i snap myself out of it, Ill help you understand why.
I may not communicate all that well, but what i dont say, i sure as hell show you.
"ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS"
I dont trust anyone.
Im constantly going to test you.
I am an open book... but the pages are kinda stuck together.
I can be extremely stubborn.
I am very prideful.
I may seem like im vain, but im constantly searching for approval.
I have a tendency to be lazy.
I have low motivation.
I am constantly swimming in my own thoughts.
I TAKE EVERYTHING PERSONALLY!

My physical side:

I am normally not lovey dovey, so when i show you affection, i expect for it to be taken seriously.
I LOVE to cuddle before i fall asleep.
I love to be held when i feel bummed out.
Back rubbing or scratching is a sure fire way to fire me up... or put me to sleep haha
I love to hold hands.
Putting your hand on my knee makes me melt.
Watching people in love makes me feel all fuzzy inside even though ill never admit it to you.
I can be extremely violent when someone I love is being hurt.


My emotional side:

If i cry, its because im hurt, happy or stressed. Its very easy to tell.
I need to know you love me, even when youre pissed at me.
I am horrible at explaining how i feel... so bare with me.
I am strong, but certain things make me weak.
If i get angry, take me seriously.
If you scoff at the way I react to certain things, ILL GET LIVID!
I shut off when i dont get what i need emotionaly.
I hate being under estimated.
I hate being compared to other people.
I need recognition.
I need stability.
I need a rock.
I need a shoulder to cry on.




I think this sort of sums up who and how i am. To the best of my ability.
Currently listening:
Club Mix '96, Vol. 1
By Various Artists
Release date: 1996-01-15
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Mrs. Mari
Marianne Elliott

 
I know who you are, and I know you're a beautiful person. That sums you up pretty well.
 
Posted by Mrs. Mari on Wednesday, October 22, 2008 - 5:05 PM
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Mary Lisa

 
thank you sweetie! i needed to hear that right now. *love*
 
Posted by Mary Lisa on Thursday, October 23, 2008 - 4:45 PM
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Mary Lisa

 
haha honesty is the best policy.

thanks!
 
Posted by Mary Lisa on Thursday, October 23, 2008 - 4:46 PM
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TJ RIP DJ SPELL
Tammy Bellisle

 
"i'm an open book but the pages are kinda stuck together" good one babe. and i think i could tell all of this about you already! haha. i think i should write one of these. love you babe. you rock.
 
Posted by TJ RIP DJ SPELL on Wednesday, December 24, 2008 - 5:30 AM
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