Olakatona-our relationship

This song was written as an associative stream, I was trying to portray an inner conflict, a contradiction so extreme that it actually splits the soul into two. But while expecting to be writing of how awful this inner conflict is, I found myself saying that it is actually such a part of me already that through it I also find beautiful things.

And you know what? That's my general view on life, there is always more than one scenario, more than one side to every story, and this complexity is what keeps my eyes open to all options, especially to the option that there is always a way towards healing, even when it seems that we have reached a dead end..

Our relationship has a blood connection

A bleeding connection

A philosophical bleeding

An esthetic bleeding.

Our relationship contains closeness,

It contains distance,

It contains contradictions,

Contradictions that make me see esthetics in a bleeding!

Our relationship has a birth relation

A relation of miscarriage

A miscarriage of ideas

A spiritual miscarriage.

Our relationship contains death

It contains life

It contains madness

Madness that makes me find spirituality in a miscarriage!