Dark cold nights,
Love sleeps and breaths in my Ear.
Nest to you.......
Rain Drops on window seals,
Wind blows kisses in through my white curtains.
And rain drips on my body.
Beds too close to the window
And i am too tired to move so i
i...... slide deeper into you.
Moving into you for protection from small cold drops that touch my back,
And you... you blanket me with those arms.
Those arms that seem to hold me oh so right when i need it.
And god knows i want it,
But i am too afraid to rush,
And feel and touch and let loose only because i wasnt raised that way,
And god i wish i was.
I wish i was daring enough to make that first move.
To be man enough, to be brave enough, 
Savage even, to dominate like so many antediluvian anthropoids.
Wish i would dare,
And i wish i didnt know that i would regret it if i didnt,
and that i'll live with what i didnt do,
but if i could.
And if you could open me up with that grip that you have on my heart,
and let the rain moisten my soul...
But these are just wishes.
And i wish you would.
I wish i could,
And i wish i wouldnt,
And i wish i didnt have regrets and could forget....
truth be told i could have anybody here but you fit the mold.
The one i should have broken years ago, but hold on to.
One would think that i would learn that those old methods dont work,
But until i define what it means to loosen up for myself,
i'll probably be here by myself covered in my blue blanket and grey bed sheets waiting.... waiting.... waiting....
But baby its 1:30 and the cd is over... so its time for bed...
Hope i see you in the morning