There hasn't been a lot to write about over the last week. It's been a week of just working late hours, trying to figure out how the next chapter of my life shall turn out. I am focused on creating more income. What I came up with is really what happend a several months ago when I had a part-time job. I've decided that I shouldn't be looking outside of my job but within it. I have the perfect opportunity to earn some commission there. My goal for April is to be number one in several areas at my job. Number one in hits to the website, call time, the number of calls and finally the number of quotes created. This goal should transform itself in a monetary increase in my take home salary.

Emily and I went out last night to see Alvin Alley's performance. We both enjoyed the remarkable performance. It happened to be my first time seeing the New York-based theatre ensemble.

I had a conversation with N.H. this morning about my relationship with Emily. In conclusion to an hour-long conversation which made good sense after hearing her say these words: "If you had children, you would do what was necessary to provide for them." This is true. I've been struggling with the idea of the amount of hours that I need to put in the job just to be able to date. If I wasn't dating, I would do it anyway. I put in close to 60-80 hours when I was a Realtor. Emily should be attached to my drive to be sucessful or trying to be finanically above the norm. However, she has been the spark that has ignited in me the flame that had burned so brightly once before. And I am grateful. I've even pulled out my keyboard todday to be able to start composing and playing music again. It's like I want to try and capture what I'm feeling in a song. It's like love songs have so much meaning now.