mood sets to the smell of cedar from that old furniture mentally pictured in your mind, for the sign of the past brings momentary spasms at the flashbacks of another year of  dissapointment and anger towards the world.

I wake, I lay, I take this time for granted on plain acknowledgement that today will be another day to stand up from this chains of desperation and hopelessness: exhaling a low whisper of screaming anger, chills are felt from within the same veins that carry the poison tainting tomorrow.

Now i once Lay in the middle of the crowd with the smile loaded  only by deception to the knowledge of another clip of hurdles ready to once again laugh at every step i take.

To you, Life, i raise my glass higher than dissapointment and toast to the end of notches inflicted by this insecurity and dissapointment, you showed me a part of your cruel ways and results In reply my heart beats to the sound of hope while screaming Goodbye to this year and welcoming determination to my mind.