Ok, this has been a week I won't soon forget!

As most of you know, when I dedicate myself to something, I jump in head first, giving it my all.

First of all, I had an idea, and I wanted to make this idea complete soon. Well, as it stands, it may be several months before I can. Seems things are going backwards rather than forewards.

Second, I hate hurting friends! It takes a part of me away when I hurt anyone. Yes, I think I hurt someone very very close to me. I'm not sure how to deal with it at the moment. It requires answers that I just don't have right now. How do you find the right words when your mind is like a merry-go-round on turbo power???  Right this minute, I have so many things going on in my head that I need to deal with, but they are spining so fast I just cannot consentrate on one thing.

What happen to the days when it seemed things were so simple. All of our "time saving" technology seems to be taking more of my time, than saving it.   Maybe someone can invent a machine that actually makes these "time savers" SAVE rather than waste my time?

I think I am just going to take today off. Maybe I'll take the week off. Possibly I should take the month off. Ok, now I am more confused than ever!  I think I will just go back to sleep, wake up again, and see if it has all changed yet.