I find it kind of sick.
The pleasure that I take, from the pain you inflict upon me.
What doesn't kill me, only makes me stronger.
Inches from death, still I have the power to carry onward.
A razor's edge away from ending this all.
Your eyes widen as you witness what I've done.
A guilty concience and a blood stained soul.
You couldn't just leave things be.
I sacrificed more than I should have.
Just to fucking please you!
It's never enough.
A kind heart with the wicked smile.
Watch your step.
You won't get very far, walking on broken glass.
Doesn't this bother you?
I have fallen in love, with the way you love yourself.
So self involved.
Love just for yourself and no one else.
I wish I could do the same!
It must be nice to be so simple minded.
It's never that easy!
I hate you almost as much as I hate myself!
For those who think I have everything to lose.
Look deep inside and find I really have nothing to gain.
A failure and a disgrace.
Nothing more, than a lost soul behind a disfigured face.
So cold, so ugly.
You made me!