So, yesterday, I was told by the man I love with all of my heart that there was a girl waiting for him back in his home city.

Now what am I supposed to do about this??!! I'm hurting so badly I'm having heart problems!! And I have a healthy heart!

I don't know what to do...I want to hurt him, love him, slap him, beg him, plead to him...so many different emotions going through my head!!

It's not fair!!! I love him! I love him more than anything!! I know I love him more than that girl!!

>.<*

Life is too cruel sometimes.

The pattern is only continuing in a downward spiral. My boyfriends have repeatedly hurt me worse and worse. I don't I can ever love again.

I'm falling apart at the seams and I don't know what to do...

Someone help me...