I have a wonderful revelation....Friends are non-existant. We only have aquaintances. Friends are there to be confided in. They are not there to try to ruin your life out of jeolousy by spreading rumors to loved ones' parents. They are not there to make you feel bad for struggling in life and for trying to establish a better life with someone they love. Friends do not remind you of times they have helped you and rub them in your face. They do not try to lie about your whereabouts and incriminate other friends and loved ones to make their story more believable. And friends do not harass and call you names over the phone and then try to justify it as a joke. A true friend would not do such things. A true friend would would be supportive and honest. A true friend would not bring up bad times but rather rejoyce in the fact that things have gotten better and it was because of their help. And a true friend would never fault you for being in love because everyone deserves to fall in love. So i have concluded that i have never had a real friend. I hope to find one day, but as far as im concerned, friends not now or ever exist.