Dear matt                              September 8,2008

I have never had anyone that I could always count on and I was at a point in my life where I was just sick of being hurt by every one that I tried to love and at the point where I thought that that's how it was always going to be you showed up at my roommates sister house:-)

If you only knew the feeling that struck through me when I saw you that day," Life with you makes perfect since", you stand by me. At that very moment that I saw you it was like everything in my life good or bad had happen for a reason, and that everything came crashing down on me and it all made sense. Every thing that has happen in my life was because I needed to meet you. It was leading for that moment where we meet and fall in love. It was the right time and place. You're not just my lover or my husband, or Sophia's dad; you're my best friend. When I am falling apart your always there to pick up the pieces that I am not strong enough to pick up on my own. I think that we get closer every day I fall deeper in love with you every morning when I wake up. I don't know where I would be if we would have never had the chance to be together. When you are missing me I want you to just close you eyes and think of the day that we meet and think of our first kiss and know that I am waiting here for you and that I will always be true to my one and only love. And I will close my eyes at night and I will remember all that we have gone through. We are an amazing couple. We have been through so much in our very short marriage. But at the end of the day we are still head over heals in love with each other. It's so hard to be away from you night after night. But I wouldn't trade my life with you for any other life. People ask me all the time how I do it, being away from you, and I think they are crazy, and I tell them how could I not. I married someone so wonderful and amazing that I have no chose but to stick by him. Not only are you incredible handsome man but you treat me like I am a goddess you do everything for me, you are always making me happy. You're a fanatic father. You are the whole package. I know that I have someone that will never leave me and that will never cheat on me. There is no combination of words that I can think of to put in this letter to show that we are better together. Life is just so much better when we are together. You really have no idea how you have changed my life. I wake up with amazement every day that I am with you. I am with someone who will never care how much weight I have gained, or that I might have a few stretch marks. You just love me. And I know that you don't care if I have make-up on or if I am having a bad hair day. How did I get so lucky? Everything else in my life was falling all around me. You just came out of nowhere and took all that pain away from me. I am so glad we did what we did and married each other matt. People don't find love like everyday. They settle for someone or they re just with people for all the wrong reasons. But you, and me we are together because we are suppose to be together. I love you Matthew please stay safe and know that I love you. Goodnight baby