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Brian Stephens


Last Updated: 12/25/2009

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Gender: Male
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 28
Sign: Scorpio

City: Parkersburg
State: West Virginia
Country: US

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Wednesday, October 22, 2008 

Current mood:  sneezy
Category: Life
Have you ever been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you from the inside out and leaves you huddled in the darkness, so simple a phrase like "maybe we should just be friends" turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.
Currently reading:
The Human Brain: Its Capacities and Functions
By Isaac Asimov
♥ANDI♥

 
sounds like someone has had a bad experience...haven't we all? Buck up soldier. Feel better.

 
Posted by ♥ANDI♥ on Wednesday, October 22, 2008 - 6:22 PM
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