Well after two months on the road I finally had a week to rest and gather my thoughts. I have taken on so many things and really overwhelmed myself. My life in the last five months has become a big swirl and I gave in to my compulsive eating, too much sleep and depression. FINALLY Ive got my motivation and a clear path to whats next. First I need to let a few things go and focus on WENDY. With that being said I have three dvd's already shot and in post: Solo English T-Roses starring Joanna Jet, Sammi Valentine, Melissa Mendez, Lisa Heart and Farrah Mills. Next will be Wendy Wild Shemales 8 starring: Myself, Jesse Flores, Silky, Allanah Allure, Kimm XXX, and Leda May. Finally I and ShemaleClub will be releasing the first in the series of Interracial dvd's called Interracial Tgirl Sex starring: Vaniity, Kimber James, Olivia Love, and Sammi Valentine. So with my Production Company o.k there will be NO more shoots or productions until October! Now lets get to HotWendyWilliams.com which I am pleased to know that updates are posted in the Coming Soon page till August and I have some photo sets to post. My new site InterracialTgirlSex.com is doing well and we have plenty of updates and videos in the works!

So with my business and websites under control its time for me to step away from the camera, the dvd's, the tours and focus on ME, yes FINALLY after two years of pushing surgeries back and dealing with Depression and Compulsive Eating I can deal with them with NO distractions. So with that being said Ive started seeing a phsychogist dealing with WHY food is my safe haven and why I like to be alone? First thing I did was join the local YMCA who offers some amazing programs that I cant wait to start. Every other morning from 6-7am I will do the "JUMP START" class which is a mixture of aerobics and strength training, several times a week from 8pm-9pm I will do an aerobics class AND take up maybe yogi or pilates, cant decide. Getting into a schedule will help me feel accomplished and on the right path. I have committed for two months doing this with NO traveling for more than a few days.

FInancially I have invested so much money into my company, family, and website that its time I FINALLY finish paying for those surgeries that will help me feel more confident AND help with my transition. These surgeries are NOT for my fans or to please anyone but myself. I have scheduled and cancelled so many times I have lost count, its time to focus just as I am focusing on my weight and overall health.

Stepping away from the ts boards, the escorting, the Pornstar functions is NEEDED and EARNED. I need these months to step back in the lights.

I will still be blogging, posting on my forums, twittering and all the networking stuff BUT no more shoots for other companys, no more trips, no more wasting life with food and a dark room!

Love
Wendy