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Last Updated: 4/4/2008

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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 20
Sign: Cancer

City: Oak Park
State: Illinois
Country: US
Signup Date: 7/21/2005
Saturday, December 16, 2006 

Current mood:  angry
I keep telling myself and my therapist that I need a big ass chalkboard so I can write down all of my problems...so here's the next best thing!

PS. I'm not really looking for any comments on this one...I just need a space to express my frustration at life...
so...here we go

Hmm…this is harder to start than I thought

Family, forever and always
Pregnancy?
Cysts on my ovaries?
Finding God?
School….just a million things with school
Daniel and my relationship..or friendship..or whatever it is
Deontay and my friendship
Money, money, money
My weight
My appearance
Time (and lack there of)
My life the day after January 20th
Moving out of this hell hole
Feeling completely out of control
Old friends I've lost
I hate my fucking job….
How I have no god damn time to myself anymore..everything I seem to do is an obligation and the simplest things I so badly want, I can't do because there is no time for me
I really wanna have a self-photoshoot..and want to show Owen I'm a responsible young lady
Not knowing anything
I'm tired of everyone around me being poor, I can't take hearing about it anymore
I can't stand self-centered idiots anymore
I miss photography so bad it's killing me
I hate living day by day..which I've been doing for the past 4 or 5 months
Having no energy
No fucking daylight
Fucking Christmas!
I've completely lost my body
Fucking family
Man, I'm miserable
Currently listening:
Extraordinary Machine
By Fiona Apple
Release date: 04 October, 2005
2:44 AM
 
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Benji2u

 
Hmm...strange I know exactly how you feel. I have a whole nother page I could add to that but whats the point. You'll do fine in time kiddo you just have to try and find the balance. sometimes I do and things seem to flow well. Other times I don't and things cycle out of control. I want you to read the Celestine Prophecies (ther first one) and tell me what you think about 6 months after you read it.
 
Posted by Benji2u on Tuesday, February 27, 2007 - 11:51 AM
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