For maybe a bit more than 4 years, I said I was still 19...

Today, I realized something while being stuck in traffic. Because I HATE being stuck in traffic, I took every little street I could to avoid staying in place in between 2 cars not moving. Probably not faster than staying on the highway full of traffic but at least, I was moving! Gotta admit it; I probably am the most impatient girl on this planet! So it made me realize I act like it in life in general too. If I don't move, I leave. I always NEED to move, I can't stay in place... All day long at work I was waiting for the end of the day to come, once it arrived, I jumped in the car and headed to the traffic that would lead me to my goal (home). Once there (traffic) I needed to be somewhere else, I needed to move. I just can't stay at one place for too long.

At my age, my mom was about to have her 2nd child, was married for more than 3 years, had a home and was settled. I am SO not there in my life! FAR FAR behind... When I was 19, the few youngers that had kids were being judge for being too young for that (personnally, I though so too and that was absolutely inconceivable for me) and those older that had were old enough (and far from there I was)!

Now, still so young but too old to act "so" young, I still dont see myself having a kid... But now those that are younger than me and having a kid is NORMAL... WHAT AM I??? an old one for those who are 19? shit.... I never though I'd get there someday! Me, the self that I am right now is SO NOT the number that equal my birthdate.....

As of now, I am not 19.

I am 21! old enough but not too old, OKAY!?

get me a fake ID please!thank you!