I definitely have to say that things are never dull at work.  Let me start here.  We have this couple that comes from California every 4 months or so and they rent a room for their Intuitive Pathways workshops that they put on.  I definitely believe there are people who do have true gifts and abilities and these are people who do.  Whenever these people are in the room the energy seems calm and pure.  Yesterday they came in to touch base and within two minutes of talking to me she told me that I look very different since the last time they saw me.  She told me that something major had happened in my life and had changed my appearance and she hoped it was good.  I told her my life had definitely had major changes and some were good but others were definitely not.  She told me she'd give me an aura healing tonight to help me with my grief.  I told her I would take any help I could get in that department.

Back to tonight.  They came in and did their workshop and at the end of the workshop they came and got me to do my healing.  Janice told me that my stepfather was there with me and he was not leaving anytime soon because he was concerned about all of us.  She told me that I had a few other angels watching over me right now and that they all were there to help me move through and get on with my life.  She then told me that I was not as close to the edge of falling apart as I think I am right now.  She told me that I am a strong person and Ron was with me to help get me through all the negative energy that was coming from harsh feelings in the family.

Now comes the funny part.  She told me that smoothing my energy and getting rid of the holes caused by the harsh feelings around me tearing at it was happening very quickly because I am resilient like a child.  I have the ability of a child to accept things at face value and to throw off the things I can't understand.  And for those of you who know me I am definitely the one to tell it like I see it and then drop it.  That is what I thought was so amusing. 

Then I asked the intuitive people themselves if they believe in coincidence or if coincidence was really a sign.  She said that there are signs all the time but it is looking for deep meaning in every sign that really gets to be the problem.  But she does believe signs are little "hi's" or "I'm here's."  which I too believe.  I do not think that it was a coincidence that the flight number of my flight to my mother's side the day my stepfather passed away was his birthday.  I think it was a sign of some sorts.  But I don't think I should analyze it either.  It was just Ron saying I'm with you.

Either way, it was comforting to hear that I'm not as close to the edge as I think I am because let me tell you this last week has been pretty rough for me.  I fell I am constantly on the verge of tears and that I am in a fog.  But a week of CISCO routers will surely lift the fog next week.  Or put me in a coma.  I'm not sure which.