err okay.. i live in kentucky right? well recently i got in a lot of trouble.. with like drugs and parties ans hotels and lying to my parents and what not... ugh trust issues. okay, so my mom, who might i add i am not very fond of... deported me here, charleston BEACH, sc.. sounds punnishing huh? Well, i looked so forward to it, thought it was going to go perfect down here.. lots of fun, hanging out in the neighborhood blah blah... well i dont know, somethings different i just dont know what it is? Like the freinds are great, Liz and Kristen, my like best friends down here, are awesome, and so is everyone else, but i dont know maybe i expected too much? like, i was really excited about seeing my litle brother who i hadnt seen in like a year- and when i get here, do i find out that hes not even here.. and hes like 2 hours away fishing with his great aunt..and he didnt really wanna come anyway.. i dont know feeling of unimportance hurts. I've been talkin to one of my friends about it, and he says to wait it out.. so i think thats what i might do.. maye things will get better? i dont know, but i sure hope so.. and plus im starting a job sometime soon and that'll take my mind off some stuff and earn some money .. wooo! well, thats me for now unimportant and unwanted. <\3