...Life has changed quite dramatically for me over the last couple of months. I have learned so much, and met so many people, and I can't even begin to explain my complete enjoyment of everything. I feel like a kid again. Waking up to something new everyday. A line from U2 states "...The more you see, the less you know...". How true that is. I feel as if the world I was comfortable in before has just crumbled beneath the weight of everything that I have experienced and learned. And it hit me sometime early in the morning driving down the highway. When those words came out of Bono's mouth it was like a revelation to me. And yet after all I've learned, I feel like I know less than I did in June. I'm not talking about all I've learned of the world, but mostly what I've learned about myself. Just experiencing the depths of my own feelings and soul, depths that I never even knew were there before. The last couple of months have definatly humbled me more than ever before and made me realize just how the grande scheme of life, and this world is far larger than I ever could have imagined. It brings me new ambition, and inspiration, and even at times a sense of sadness. Just to know that I, being one person, am far smaller than I ever thought, and to know that I am not all I thought I was. To know just how small I am in the scheme of life is definatly something I never knew I would experience. For all of you that read this, I just want to say "thank you" for taking the time to actually listen to me, and care enough to actually see how I'm actually feeling. It means a great deal to me....
 | Currently listening: Sometimes By City & Colour Release date: 10 November, 2005 |
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