Sooo. I've been thinking a lot today.
At the moment I'm totally cranked from a night of smoking up and things in general are just fucked beyond my comprehension. Lately I've taken to just smoking my problems away, if I'm not happ offy, I smoke and lately I've been doing it in such incredible excess that I don't really remember what it is I've done in the past month, or when was the last time I actually ate.
Well, weed does wonders for losing weight and keeping me active though.

But I've been in this incredible funk of depression. I'm lonely and fucken emotionally isolated, whats worse is that I just can't bring myself to go out and actively seek company. I hate dating.
So I'm just gonna sit around and grumble some more.

Anyhow, the only thing thats really been going for me lately is that I've finally got my apartment, and I got hired on as a Domo homo, jumping to the pump for you. Atleast in this constant drug induced haze I have my friends to join me.
Now if only I had somebody to love, things would be fucken dandy.


The Beatles, With a little help from my friends

What would you do if I sang out of tune,
Would you stand up and walk out on me.
Lend me your ears and I'll sing you a song,
And I'll try not to sing out of key.
Oh I get by with a little help from my friends,
He gets high with a little help from his friends,
Oh I'm gonna try with a little help from my friends.

What do I do when my love is away.
(Does it worry you to be alone)
How do I feel by the end of the day
(Are you sad because you're on your own)
No, I get by with a little help from my friends,
Mmm I get high with a little help from my friends,
Mmm I'm gonna to try with a little help from my friends

Do you need anybody?
I need somebody to love.
Could it be anybody?
I want somebody to love.

Would you believe in a love at first sight?
Yes I'm certain that it happens all the time.
What do you see when you turn out the light?
I can't tell you, but I know it's mine.
Oh I get by with a little help from my friends,
Mmm I get high with a little help from my friends,
Oh I'm gonna try with a little help from my friends

Do you need anybody?
I need someone to love.
Could it be anybody?
I want somebody to love
Oh...
I get by with a little help from my friends,
I'm gonna try with a little help from my friends
I get high with a little help from my friends
Yes I get by with a little help from my friends,
with a little help from my friends