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City: Wichita
State: Kansas
Country: US
Signup Date: 8/8/2007

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Wednesday, April 02, 2008 

Current mood:  enlightened
Category: Friends

~This was submitted by one of our best fans, you know who you are =) , and I thot it was very cool! Enjoy.~

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"from the mouth of jane"


The worst mistake that you could make
IS to throw love away
To be set in your ways
Fueled by sexual desire
Intentionally knowing you’d cause her pain

The smiles we exchange
Our silly comfortable ways
Words we speak
And dreams we seek

Togetherness that sets sail
From the moment I saw your face
Destroyed by lusts
Passion for moment’s unchanged

I’m sorry’s are great
But the pain this has left
Disregard to the plans we have made

Anger stirs in our hearts
Resentment builds
In our minds we self inflict blame

I cry daily for you

I often wonder if I were a better wife
Would he have chosen this path that he takes
Would the arms of another become his comfort
~If only I were not to blame~

When he laid eyes on her for the very first time
Did he realize the pain this would cause
When he kissed her lips
I wonder if
He ever saw me at all

When he held her tight
Did our love cross his mind
Did he disregard it and choose to walk away
Did he really expect after knowing all this
That I, his wife would stay?

I still cry daily for you

Flames will wash away with rain
But your love still remains
Choices made
That rue the day

If I were her
I’d cry daily for you
And if I were you
I’d cry daily too

The pain you leave behind
Words can never describe
The intensity behind both involved

It’s obvious to me
That your heart still bleeds
And your love for ’Jane’
Still lives on

 

* Lip Gloss and Football *
Victoria Chevere

 
OMG!!! What the hell!!! You just so made me cry-yea I don't cry!! Honestly are you serious! I don't know what to say-I really don't! Thank you! That is the sweetest thing anyone's ever done! wow! I'm completely humbled and honored~Vickiey
 
Posted by * Lip Gloss and Football * on Wednesday, April 02, 2008 - 8:38 PM
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Loving Life!!

 
I happen to be friends with the person that wrote this. I have to say that any man would be lucky to be with her and the man that she is with does not deserve the love that she continues to give him. "Jane" is one hell of a woman, strong, beautiful, funny, VERY talented in many ways and has been through so much but still continues to be strong. I just hope that I can be half the woman she has turned out to be in the ten years that I have known her. Hang in there, things are bound to turn around for you one way or another.
Thanks to BB for posting her writing, you guys are awesome!!
 
Posted by Loving Life!! on Wednesday, April 02, 2008 - 9:31 PM
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Jessiicaa(:
jessica tidwell

 
mommy-i love u to god and bk.. miss you to god and bk...yur faith in god has always amazd me...i could nevr do what uve done in your life and i am proud to call u my mom.
i love u!!!!!!!!!!!
 
Posted by Jessiicaa(: on Thursday, April 03, 2008 - 3:58 PM
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