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Electric Hallucinations

R. Christapher


Last Updated: 12/4/2009

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Gender: Male
Status: Single
Age: 100
Sign: Cancer

City: somewhere between heaven and hell
State: California
Country: US
Signup Date: 8/10/2007
Friday, October 16, 2009 

Current mood:  ashamed
Category: Romance and Relationships
It seems i never think about what i do...
I hurt the ones i care for,
I am a worl class fuck up and i know...
others are hurt cuz of my actions and i dont mean to do it
i just never think...
what would i do if i wasnt such a moron...
prolly not hurt others, right?
if i could take back all the stupid shit i have done, i would
there is nothing in this life so important as anothers feelings....
i forget that from time to time
its funny how hind sight is 20/20....
and still... it doesnt help
im still a fuck up....
can forgiveness replace hurt feelings...
i dont think so...
can time?
no....
i would heal all wounds if i could,
it still wouldnt change the fact....
that i still hurt the one i cared about most
i am sorry... to any that read this and that i have hurt in the past...
i am sorry....
 i hope the one reads this and will forgive me....

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Moni

 
You're no fuckup... you're just a normal guy who deals with normal trials of life.  Everyone handles things differently and yes, though they may not always be the right way to handle things - who says what's "right" anyway???  You are who you are and those of us who know you LOVE you for WHO YOU ARE!  The fucked up parts & everything!  You're a great guy... stop tryin to convince yourself otherwise.  Keep your chin up doll... call me if you need me.  xoxo

 
Posted by Moni on Sunday, October 18, 2009 - 3:29 AM
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