"Some people are too scared or something to think things can be different. The world's not exactly...shit. I guess it's hard for some people who are so use to things the way they are-even if they're bad- to change and they kinda give up and when they do, everybody loses."  - From the movie Pay it forward

I feel like i'm in a cyclone. My life has been so chaotic! Way to much drama going on at one time. One important lesson I've learned is to lay down my pride and ego. Never realized how prideful I am, how easily it can be wounded. 

My rock, my shelter from this storm of life rests in Christ. How thankful am I too have His peace, His guidance, His understanding, His endurance...

Waves of chaos seem to embark on the shores of my life, each new wave another controversey. I'm constantly reminded by my parents and the media of the sad condition of our world. But our hope does not and should not lay in this world alone or each other. Our hope should come from Christ alone. He is our only guarentee of fullfillment, love, hope, encouragement and peace. I can clearly see there is so much more out there that we cannot see that is awaiting us. Glimpses of such a hope, such a love, and passion for real enduring life. We are all so loved, yet so blinded to see it. Let him who has eyes SEE!

I just ask of you for prayers for healing and guidance at work, unity and peace for my class, and endurance for any physical, mental, or emotional issues that may wash up further on my shore.