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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 21
Sign: Virgo

Country: PH
Signup Date: 8/22/2007
Tuesday, August 28, 2007 

the hungarian suicise song..

GLOOMY SUNDAYS..??

THEY SAY THIS IS THE SONG THAT CAN
TRIGGER SOMEBODY TO COMMIT SUICIDE..

I WAS SO TOTALLY UPSET TODAY,,
MY ADVENTUROUS MING WAS SO INTRIGUE
WHAT IS IN THIS SONG THAT IT CAN
CREATE SUCH EMOTION. I SEARCH THE NET
AND DEVOTED AN HOUR LISTENING TO THIS
SONG..

I HAD GOOSEBUMPS..

EVERY INCH OF M Y SOUL WAS SO HAUNTED
BY EVERY WORD IN THIS SONG..

BUT HONESTLY
I ENJOYED TH EFEELING
I ENJOYED LISTENING TO THIS SONG..

FOR WHATEVER REASONG, ALL OF THE
NEGATIVE VIBES, ALL OF THE NEGATIVE
EMOTIONS INVADING MY SOUL
AL OF THE UNWANTED MEMORIES
UNWANTED THOUGHTS
BITTER TRUTH
PAINFUL REALITY
SEEM TO OCCUPY MY ENTIRE EVERY NEURONS
OF MY BRAIN..

I LISTENED TO DIFFERENT VERSIONS AND
IT SOMEHOW RELIEVE THE EMPTINESS I
FEEL INSIDE

BUT EVERY MELODY IS A CURSE
IT BRINGS HEAVY FEELING TO MY HEART

EVERY MELODY HURTS..

EVERY PINCH SEEMS TO TELL ME HOW
UNKIND LIFE IS
HOW UNFAIR LOVE COULD BE..

BUT HELL..

OPTIMISTIC AS I AM..

IT HAD NEVER OCCURED IN MY MIND THAT
SUICIDE COULD END EVERY MORTAL
SOMBERNESS I'M EXPERIENCING..

BUT STILL THEY SAY THIS SONG HAS A
CURSE

THAT WHOEVER LISTEN TO IT WILL SOON BE
TAKING HIS OWN LIFE
WILL SUBCONSCIUOLY COMMIT SUICIDE..

AND I HOPE THIS AIN'T TRUE,..

BUT IF TOMORROW COMES AND
YOU'K FIND ME LYING LIFELESS AND
BLOODY SOMEWHERE IN THE DARK AND
TRANQUIL ROOM..

KINDLY TELL HIM HOW MUCH I LOVE HIM..

AND THAT I STILL DON'T KNOW WHAT'S
GOING ON NOW..

THAT I AM WONDERING WHY ALL OF THE
SUDDEN , EVERYTING ELSE TURNS INTO
BLUE AND FADES INTO GRAY..

TELL MAMA AND PAPA
SORRY FOR MY STUBBORNESS
AND THAT I AM SO BLESSED FOR HAVING
THEM IN MY LIFE
AND THAT I LOVE THEM MUCH

I AM STILL WONDER...
WILL YOU BE CRYING IN MY FUNERAL..????

IF TONIGHT I'LL PERISH FROM THIS
WORLD, I KNOW IT WILL DEEPLY PAIN MY
BELOVED MOM..

AND MY SkY-HIGH DREAMS WILL NO LONGER
BE REALIZE..

SO WHY COMMIT SUCh  IDIOT ACT..??

IM NOT A FOOL TO DO SUCH...

BUT OH..!
THE SONG sEEMED TO HAVE TAKEN my LOGIC AND
REASONS..

I DON'T WHY I FEEL SO DEPREsSED AS I
AM..

O MY GOD..!

I BETER LOG OUT AND PRAY!
I DON'T WANT TO LEAVE MY LOVEONES
BEHIND..

I LOVE MY LIFE..

IT'S SPICY
AND COLORFUL..

BUT SAD TO SAY

SUNDAYS REALLY SEEM TO BE GLOOMY..

SO NOW I AM BIDDING ADIEU

BUT NEVER GOODBYE

FOR I'LL BE HAUNTING YOUR MEMORY...