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GLOOMY SUNDAYS..??
THEY SAY THIS IS THE SONG THAT CAN TRIGGER SOMEBODY TO COMMIT SUICIDE..
I WAS SO TOTALLY UPSET TODAY,, MY ADVENTUROUS MING WAS SO INTRIGUE WHAT IS IN THIS SONG THAT IT CAN CREATE SUCH EMOTION. I SEARCH THE NET AND DEVOTED AN HOUR LISTENING TO THIS SONG..
I HAD GOOSEBUMPS..
EVERY INCH OF M Y SOUL WAS SO HAUNTED BY EVERY WORD IN THIS SONG..
BUT HONESTLY I ENJOYED TH EFEELING I ENJOYED LISTENING TO THIS SONG..
FOR WHATEVER REASONG, ALL OF THE NEGATIVE VIBES, ALL OF THE NEGATIVE EMOTIONS INVADING MY SOUL AL OF THE UNWANTED MEMORIES UNWANTED THOUGHTS BITTER TRUTH PAINFUL REALITY SEEM TO OCCUPY MY ENTIRE EVERY NEURONS OF MY BRAIN..
I LISTENED TO DIFFERENT VERSIONS AND IT SOMEHOW RELIEVE THE EMPTINESS I FEEL INSIDE
BUT EVERY MELODY IS A CURSE IT BRINGS HEAVY FEELING TO MY HEART
EVERY MELODY HURTS..
EVERY PINCH SEEMS TO TELL ME HOW UNKIND LIFE IS HOW UNFAIR LOVE COULD BE..
BUT HELL..
OPTIMISTIC AS I AM..
IT HAD NEVER OCCURED IN MY MIND THAT SUICIDE COULD END EVERY MORTAL SOMBERNESS I'M EXPERIENCING..
BUT STILL THEY SAY THIS SONG HAS A CURSE
THAT WHOEVER LISTEN TO IT WILL SOON BE TAKING HIS OWN LIFE WILL SUBCONSCIUOLY COMMIT SUICIDE..
AND I HOPE THIS AIN'T TRUE,..
BUT IF TOMORROW COMES AND YOU'K FIND ME LYING LIFELESS AND BLOODY SOMEWHERE IN THE DARK AND TRANQUIL ROOM..
KINDLY TELL HIM HOW MUCH I LOVE HIM..
AND THAT I STILL DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON NOW..
THAT I AM WONDERING WHY ALL OF THE SUDDEN , EVERYTING ELSE TURNS INTO BLUE AND FADES INTO GRAY..
TELL MAMA AND PAPA SORRY FOR MY STUBBORNESS AND THAT I AM SO BLESSED FOR HAVING THEM IN MY LIFE AND THAT I LOVE THEM MUCH
I AM STILL WONDER... WILL YOU BE CRYING IN MY FUNERAL..????
IF TONIGHT I'LL PERISH FROM THIS WORLD, I KNOW IT WILL DEEPLY PAIN MY BELOVED MOM..
AND MY SkY-HIGH DREAMS WILL NO LONGER BE REALIZE..
SO WHY COMMIT SUCh IDIOT ACT..??
IM NOT A FOOL TO DO SUCH...
BUT OH..! THE SONG sEEMED TO HAVE TAKEN my LOGIC AND REASONS..
I DON'T WHY I FEEL SO DEPREsSED AS I AM..
O MY GOD..!
I BETER LOG OUT AND PRAY! I DON'T WANT TO LEAVE MY LOVEONES BEHIND..
I LOVE MY LIFE..
IT'S SPICY AND COLORFUL..
BUT SAD TO SAY
SUNDAYS REALLY SEEM TO BE GLOOMY..
SO NOW I AM BIDDING ADIEU
BUT NEVER GOODBYE
FOR I'LL BE HAUNTING YOUR MEMORY...
4:50 PM
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