Why is it so hard to talk to people you care about, about the ones they love? Why is it so hard to talk to them about your feelings, but so easy to talk to other people about your feelings for them? If you knew that someone was not going to be happy with the one they "Love", how would you talk to them?
 
I've been there so much for all my friends or I try to be the best I can, I know most of them try to be there for me too, but how can you tell who is truly trying and who isn't? I feel as though I have lost my best friends when I moved. A few of my friends talk to me occasionally, but that's really like once a month. Is it wrong that I say I try to make an effort to talk to my friends, but I don't want to be the only one making the effort? I know sometimes texts, I.M.'s Emails and Calls don't go through. I'm not complaining really, just contemplating.
 
Why is it so easy in my head, but when I run back through the convo with people or a person I can't even start?
 
This blog isn't really about anyone in particular it's more to express my feelings, so don't feel guilty if you think it's about you.