I feel truly blessed in my life. I feel at peace with so many things. God has truly taught and shown me things about myself and other people. I feel within this last year I have truly grown and changed as a person. I like who I am now...even if some people don’t.
Its funny how things occur in your life and you feel you have soo much support, and one day those same people you have been there for are no longer there for you. I was sad about it, but if these people were really down for me...they would be there.
I can’t worry about those things anymore. I have bigger things than myself to worry about, like the life thats growing inside of me. I have to nourish his body and soul and raise him like the gentleman I know he will one day become.
I’m going to be someone’s mommy. It still seems a little surreal, but we’ll see what happens. God please continue to bless me and guide me in the right direction. Thanks!