You were once the source of my pride and joy. I treasured and cherished you. Your very existence bring joy to me. When I'm sad, u cheer me up. When I'm bullied, you stood up for me. The bond so strong, the time so right. I thought it would be forever. Everything seemed so perfect.

Now you are the source of my fears and tears. You attacked me ferociously. Your razor sharp words brought pain and guilt to me. Every step I try to take ends up with your relentless strikes hitting through. At the point in time. Everything broke. The bond. The trust. My hopes.

When others strike, all I felt was physical pain. When you did, I felt nothing but felt the decimation of my will, my heart. When others strike, I retaliate. When you did, I can't. You're my weakness. You knew that and you assaulted me. Your words hit through my defenses and I couldn't even summon the courage and will to retaliate because I love you.

I cant let you go. I thought I could but I failed. Memories of you lingers in the deepest part of my mind, where it will stay for a long time. My grip weakens, my vision blurred. Inevitable ending. Tears fall. Hopes tarnished. Dreams crushed.

How long can a man take before he falls under...forever...