Before you even read this lol i do jump around alot, i just felt God talking and had to type fast! lol

Oh man I am soo truely thankful that God gave us two eyes two ears and one mouth... So we can hear his word, see his beauty and not talk so much about what might be or what is and isnt but yet... talk about how great he is, i think that why he gave some of us such big mouths, lol.
God did make us from himself taking bits and pieces of what make him amazing and putting it in us to make us desire what truely makes us happy. it doesnt matter what our earthly desires are.. all we need is God. I am slowly realizing this myself, one day at a time. I know it can be hard and sometimes, it feels imposible but we just have to fully rely on our father, our dad, our one and only.
God speaks to us every day if only we werent so worried about other people we would hear him even louder, clearer. For example, one of my best friends Rachel, I hear his word everytime we talk... But i know that if i stop caring what people think of me or worry about what might be wrong with me, I would hear him louder and notice that he is in my life sooo much more then i can even fathom.
We need to clear the fog from the forest and see the flowers beyond the trees. The fog which is the earthly things, media, people, infulences and after, through the bark and sap which is in essence our ourselves, our earthly bodies see that we dont need to change who we are to please God and accept who we are. Once we see through that, we see the beauty and wonder of the flowers which is God, sprouting with color and smell and goodness, granting us Life and emotion and greatness and even sadness at times.
Nothing is greater to talk about than God, nothing is greater to think about than God. our relationship with him grows and grows. sort of like a weed in a garden, you notice it and you pull it out but it just comes back... no matter how much u think you dont want it there. but after awhile you give up on it and let the weeds grow and at the end its a Beautiful patch of wild flowers. there is no stopping a love like his, even if you feel he isnt there or you might not even want it.
We cant do anything without him. NOTHING and if you think you can well, you'll get a wake up call Real soon. If there was no God there would be NOTHING there wouldnt be the air i breath, not even the air that fills my head so well. there would be sooo much nothing that we cant even conceve it.
There is a light at the end of the tunnel. It just takes awhile to get there,
There is a God and hes standing right in front of us, he is in our minds, our actions, our friends, family he is even in the words i am typing.
Things just dont happen...
They are hand crafted by our parent our mother, father what have you... and when they are all done they are stored away into a Scrapbook of your life...
The good and bad.

Thank God for everything, the good and especially the bad... because it gives us a reason to get on our knees and pray like theres no tommorrow. but we shouldnt have to have a reason or excuse to do that. that should fill every day and waking moment of our lives. Sleep is the only time we have away from prayer and then we are just soo earger to wake up and pray some more, just talking to God.
I think thats all i have to say at the moment, or what God wants me to say hahahahaha