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Last Updated: 8/30/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 21
Sign: Sagittarius

City: COLUMBIA
State: MISSOURI
Country: US
Signup Date: 6/22/2004
Saturday, May 02, 2009 

Current mood:  rejuvenated
I have never really blogged before, but i love how all the celebs do it so why can't normal people too?  so sometimes i think i am so BUSY with school and overwhelmed that i actually get use to the constant stress and when its absent i feel unproductive/bored. and when the stress kicks into OVERLOAD like it has for me this week i just get on this roll where i go go go to constantly get all my stuff done and sometimes i just need to chill the hell out and breathe! had a HUGE exam today, over a semester worth of info. a 9 page test, fill in the blank and short answer, i studied five days/nights in a row literally sleeping for less then three hours a day. opened that test today and there was not one thing on it that i didn't know. thank god it all paid of f because the night i can finally go to bed and get a good nights sleep here it is 12:30 and im being so lame im blogging on myspace instead of snoozing! two tests next wednesday, one thursday, and four, yes four, on monday may 11th. could i have rescheduled? yeah. i'd rather not though, i just want to knock them out, the semester to be over and to lay by the pool every single day. i think in the last couple months of school kicking my ass and working when im not at school and being in a serious relationship i forgot how to do things FOR ME sometimes. well i'm glad i've realized how it is so important to do so. i have been working out religiously again and it feels absolutely amazing!! i don't even care about losing weight school does a good job of keeping me a beanpole i just want to get back my toned body like when i played sports!  and i was sitting here tonight thinking i need a GETAWAY. remembered my aunt lives five minutes from the beach and is always begging me to come visit. i am CRAZY for not thinking of this before!!! so im going to book my flight there this weekend and the day after my last final peace out of missouri and go relax and have some down time for me on the beach in florida. sounds pretty nice doesn't it? give me a pina colada, my ipod and a gossip magazine and ill be there all day everyday! its so important though to not let the stresses of life completely overwhelm you at times. its so easy to get caught up in your day to day routine that you forget how to fully appreciate each and everyday. so everyone should do something for themselves everyday. even if its something small. and when you can, get outta town for a week or two and just take a vacation. life is way too short to study and work yourself to death when you are 21 years old!