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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Signup Date: 6/22/2004

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September 25, 2008 - Thursday 
i've been missing someone a lot these last couple of days. so i felt like picking up my guitar and putting this feeling into something that could carry all this emotion for me. otherwise, with no place for it to go but it bouncing mercilessly within the walls of my head...i'd feel lost and disconnected. so i just wrote and wrote what i felt, whether or not it made perfect sense or turned out like a bunch of unanswered questions. i thought about what he would tell me from some other place. but being as i've never been dead before, what i assumed he might say became less on promises and more about holding my hand through a life of my not knowing how to see him.  and i wondered if maybe, he would miss me as much there as i miss him here.  that even if he could be around me, that our arms would be something we desperately wished we both could use?  and does this distance affect heaven somehow? 


claire_e - remember me

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choker
Choker Just choker

 
im really happy to see someone like you who posts their emotions soo much, its a nice song, and i like knowing the inspiration that went into it and how its part of you
 
Posted by choker on September 24, 2008 - Wednesday - 6:43 PM
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a b b y ♥
Abby Pangilinan

 
I'm just going to have to say it, but this is brilliant and touched my heart. I love you ate! I somehow got use to seeing all you guys so often, having it be a couple days since I've seen you all seems too long already. I miss him too.
See you Saturday (:



Super Love love love love, Abby (:
 
Posted by a b b y ♥ on September 24, 2008 - Wednesday - 6:43 PM
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Theresa

 
hello claire I am feeling the video and can relate because I lost my grandfather 3 yrs ago, and watching your video I can see how much you love him and it's those happy moments kept knowing that he is watching over you from heaven............
 
Posted by Theresa on September 24, 2008 - Wednesday - 6:43 PM
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Jack

 
An honest and lovely expression of your love for your grandfather. A fine tribute Claire.

 
Posted by Jack on September 24, 2008 - Wednesday - 6:44 PM
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☻☺ Mïkê [hudaz] ☺☻

 
the answer to your first question yes he missis you as much. and he will give you as much comfort. second answer is no heaven would not be effected at no matter what. but he is up there watchiong over you like a guardian angel.

this music video dedicated to your tatay was very moving to all expectation and effection. it really touched ny heart and others too as well?!! hopely every day you wake up your pain become ease. like what i said we are the one that have to keep out love one(s) alive to our memorise abd heart with out that everything is lost. so just remember tatay or anyone the time you spent with them. including pets too it counts.

 
Posted by ☻☺ Mïkê [hudaz] ☺☻ on September 24, 2008 - Wednesday - 6:50 PM
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AJ
Andy James

 
Its sad, but good song non the less :)
 
Posted by AJ on September 24, 2008 - Wednesday - 9:20 PM
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Sunset Superstar

 
Claire,

I saw the pics of you and your "tatay" and imagined how strong your family ties were. After learning death of my best friend in the Rhode Island nightclub fire back in 2003, it took me almost 4 years to admit his death. Though I'm so proud of him because he once got out of the club calmly leading other people in panic to safe space but as soon as he noticed his girlfriend wasn't out, he went back into the house on fire. I still DO tresure all the loving memories of him and days I spent with him following our kind of bands.


From my experience, I can tell you that it might take a few years to turn sadness into memories. So take your time, keep doing what you really look for in your career - Website designing is fine and something you cannot do without talent, but in my humble opinion, you should take songwriting and singing into serious consideration. Remember, your tatay ALWAYS cares about you. And you're in my thoughts and prayers.

 
Posted by Sunset Superstar on September 24, 2008 - Wednesday - 9:42 PM
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James Williams Jr.
James Williams Jr.

 
That was very nice Claire_e there really nice!
 
Posted by James Williams Jr. on September 25, 2008 - Thursday - 1:48 AM
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Spider

 
I wrote something for my grandmother last year when she passed too...it def helps to get it out. I really like it, very nice...


S~
 
Posted by Spider on September 25, 2008 - Thursday - 3:33 AM
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takezo miyamoto
conan kahle

 
i think if that if hes in heaven, which i have no doubt, then him missing you would be automatic. its part of the character that got him there in the first place. as weird as it sounds, even though he cant physically wrap his arms around you, im sure his aura/spirit is constantly enveloping you every second of the day. angels are always there when we need them, just have to believe and trust that he is.


*HUGS* claire
 
Posted by takezo miyamoto on September 25, 2008 - Thursday - 5:56 AM
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nikao

 
*gently touches the tip of your nose*
*slightly lifts your chin*
*wipes tear from his own eye*

Keep your head up miss
*hugs you*
-nikao
 
Posted by nikao on September 25, 2008 - Thursday - 11:52 AM
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VICTORIA

 
I loved it.
Wish and Hope the Lord has ur grandaddy listen to it
 
Posted by VICTORIA on October 9, 2008 - Thursday - 11:05 PM
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chi
crak monkie

 
you are on etalented woman, you looked like you were going to cry during the song
 
Posted by chi on October 10, 2008 - Friday - 7:01 AM
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Sean
Sean Hill

 
Dunno why I haven't checked out your blogs before...thank you for sharing so honestly.


I also read the blog about cancer, thank you for that as well, more than you know.


I hope all is well with you and that your dreams are ripening~

respect,
and
peace
 
Posted by Sean on October 14, 2008 - Tuesday - 6:55 AM
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SEN

 
Missing people can be hard and to be able to give someone immortality through yourself is a lovely thing.


sorry we haven't talked in a bit, but well wishes, and prayers to you claire-e
 
Posted by SEN on October 18, 2008 - Saturday - 6:31 PM
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Studio 925

 
Respects and admiration for you young lady
 
Posted by Studio 925 on January 16, 2009 - Friday - 9:59 PM
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HEART SHAPED BRAIN

 
That is crushing. I heard all my tortured insecurities in that. Combined with that feeling you have something but can't quite get it out the way you want. Plus, you have a really cool family.

 
Posted by HEART SHAPED BRAIN on March 31, 2009 - Tuesday - 10:25 AM
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ZIG

 
Off the chain.

 
Posted by ZIG on April 20, 2009 - Monday - 10:54 AM
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Louie

 
You are truly amazing. I just listened to your 12 min. video in which I dont think I have ever done that before on anyones profile but I do like to learn about people and find so many good things about people and in return just try to leave them an encouraging comment or pic comment. You dont know what one nice gesture does for someone!

You are a beautiful person on the inside as well as the outside. I hope people really get to know you and see that caring person you are. Keep up the amazing work you are doing. You really dont know but you might just save someones life by sharing yourself.

It seems people want to blame so many things either on God or others and not do something about their life themselves. I remember one instance (and there have been quite a few) some reason I was drawn to a certain persons page and saw they were online. I just said to them "hey I hope everything is okay and I just wanted you to know you are beautiful inside as well as outside." They read it and responded "I was just about to commit suicide, and read your message to me"...... Immediately I responded hey I am here for you! Within 5 minutes I got their phone number and called them. I talked to them for over an hour and prayed with them. They told me it had to be God because they had cried out for God to save them.

I went on to tell them I was actually sleeping and was suddenly awaken out of my sleep and had a impression or leading to go to there page on the internet. Well it may sound crazy but hey I am glad everything worked out. So I am telling you all this to say "KEEP UP THE WONDERFUL WORK YOU ARE DOING".

We need good people to keep doing good things because there are enough people out there doing bad. You never know but you might be that one for someone. Dont get discouraged.

Your Awesome and amazing! You are truly beautiful! So keep shining! Today might be that day that your that GLIMMER OF HOPE for someone.

Hey and dont worry I got stung by a bumblebee between the eyes when I was like 10yrs old! and dont say it! Thats what happened to this guy! :P

God Bless you and all your family and friends and boyfriend! You have such an awesome family!!!!!!!
Louie B.
 
Posted by Louie on May 8, 2009 - Friday - 5:47 AM
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Mr. B
Mr. Bonifacio

 
Claire,

I know how difficult it is to share on a medium like the internet or myspace, but your courage and strength is an inspiration to us all. I don't want to sound patronizing at all, but in cause I may come off as such please read this with my utmost sincerity in mind, that for you to share your personal experience strengthens my belief that facebook or myspace do play a role in the healing process for those of us that need a non-orthodox means of therapy.

A few years back I was a victim of a violent crime and as much of as an extrovert as I was, I found it difficult to talk to people. I actually found myself in a state of PTSD and it it were not for myspace, good friends, and an amazing family my therapy bills would be astronomical.

I do appreciate the beauty you share with all of us and please be aware that you are truly never alone.

Peace, love, and spam musabi

Rob

btw i only added it here because i could not send you a message. :L)

 
Posted by Mr. B on May 26, 2009 - Tuesday - 3:27 AM
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Randy_Y.
Randy Y Daddy dom

 
I'm sorry for your loss of a beloved family member. May he rest in peace.    
That was a wonderful song and you have a beautiful voice.
 @};-
 
Posted by Randy_Y. on July 19, 2009 - Sunday - 10:11 AM
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