i've been missing someone a lot these last couple of days. so i felt like picking up my guitar and putting this feeling into something that could carry all this emotion for me. otherwise, with no place for it to go but it bouncing mercilessly within the walls of my head...i'd feel lost and disconnected. so i just wrote and wrote what i felt, whether or not it made perfect sense or turned out like a bunch of unanswered questions. i thought about what he would tell me from some other place. but being as i've never been dead before, what i assumed he might say became less on promises and more about holding my hand through a life of my not knowing how to see him. and i wondered if maybe, he would miss me as much there as i miss him here. that even if he could be around me, that our arms would be something we desperately wished we both could use? and does this distance affect heaven somehow?
claire_e - remember me
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