the last few days of my life have really.  Just been terrible.

on saturday I was supposed to hang out with Jenny and I was so excited because I haven't seen her in so long and I ended up getting in a bad mood over something fucking stupid and getting so pissed I literally made myself sick.  So I cancelled all my plans, but Jenny still came to visit which was really awesome.  But otherwise, I sat at home under blankets and slept and watched a movie.

On Sunday I woke up at noon, watched tv, went back to sleep for another 2 hours, watched more tv, finally showered, then went to work at 6. 

Today, I was fine.  Until the end of 2nd hour.  And I just got in this really horrible mood.  And by 4th hour, JT was upset, so I was even more upset because everyone around me was pissed off and I literally got the undeniable urge to start sobbing.  So I had to sit there and stare out the window for 10 minutes before Roxanne said something to me.

Whatever.  I just don't want to be upset anymore, but I don't even know why I am to begin with.  Nothing bad has even happened. 

This is so ridiculous.  There isn't a day that goes by when I'm honestly not pissed off about something.

Annndddd this is what I've become.